The story of a star gazer

There once was a girl nicknamed a lot of things most new her by Rose or Roki. She tried for most of her life to fill the shoes others placed before her. One day, she got tired of trying to fill these shoes. What did she do? Cut her arms up to get rid of the pain. This filled the void she felt. So, she had a job and crushed on a boy. One day, she accidentally messaged this boy. He messaged back but stopped talking to her. He like a few odd pages that she liked as well like tv shows and unknown artists. She then runs into the boy at the mall. She and her friend's sister run from the book store while bff goes to talk to them. Roki doesnt have make-up on so she ran with the friends sister and the boy with his friend quickly fallow. Roki doesnt know why but just wants to get away quickly. the friend of the boy knows the friends sister, so they have to stop and talk to th as hey call after the sister. No, Roki doesnt talk to the boy as much as she wanted to nor does she get the guy like in the movies. She still has hope is keeping her alive. Her dad still insists she gets two jobs and goes to school full time..... still alive Roki~