Getting Closer

I have stayed up until 2AM talking to Oreo(my boyfriend) about all the issues I have and what he has. Not like issues we have with each other but both of us share the common trait of mental issues and secretes we carry with us. It did a lot of good, I shared with him one of my secretes and he told me more about his life. I told him about my cutting problem that I'm trying to stop. He made me feel like I was not alone. When I made that blog post may 2012, I listed every reason for every cut I made on my arm that night. He has done it once before and did the same thing. What was best, he held me in a tight hug and told me he wont leave me like the countless others in the past. I only cried two tears but he did not see them. Just to have someone give two fucks about me like he does makes this life manageable enough to live.

Roki~~

Wow!

So, its been a while since I've even looked at this. I have never been thankful in my life. I am happy to say oreo and I are doing wonderful! He spoils me so much even though I tell him not too xD We are happy and plan on moving in together when I get a new job in June! He says he will get 3 jobs just so he makes more than me and can spoil and be "the man". He is silly. ^_^

Well lovelies, I need to go make dinner!

~Roki~