Hey Look, Here I Am!

Music of the post! I've been pretty obsessed with this band lately. Here is Crown the Empire with "The Fallout". All rights to the band. This song is well balanced between Andy and David's vocals. Well done guys.

I'm alive guys. I no longer have the flue. I am back from the cruise. Let's start this story from the top.

So, I started talking to boy who doesn't have Tada's last name (which we are going to start calling him Oreo, it was my brother's idea to call him that). And to be honest, no I have not forgotten about the boy. The boy only talks to me in a blue moon. I think it is destiny that we just stay friends. So just so we are clear, I am dropping feelings for the boy. We are just friends. It's better that way.

So when I got sick and missed class one day, Oreo messaged me letting me know there was going to be a test in the class next class period. After that, we just started talking.

I talked to him all the time, even when I was on the ship (when I had a connection). There is not much to tell about the trip besides I missed my friends and this new friend who took far more interest in me than the boy ever did. I talk to Oreo now just about when I wake up till when I go to bed (since he never sleeps, so I always end up going to bed first). I enjoy having him around. I can say stupid fan girl stuff and he fan girls with me sometimes.

So on Valentines day, my french friend, we will call her Frenchy, invited me to a dance at her college. So we got all dressed up. And Frenchy was all like "Invite Oreo!" So I did, not expecting him to actually come. He messages me back telling me he has to get ready but will come. I think my heart stopped. So, Frenchy's friends, Frenchy, and I go down to the dance while he is headed that way. It was lame and Frenchy ended up being asked to go to this bar/club to go dance. She declined it because she didn't want to leave me and Oreo was still on his way there. So, we meet up with Oreo as we are walking out of the dorm. I was really confused but we all ended up going to the club/bar and I didn't have my ID or wallet. So I had to go back to the dorms and get it. Oreo kindly came with me. It is so easy to talk to him too. So we get back to the club/bar and find out that it is weird music. We both look at each other and was like "Oh...this is weird..." So I suggested we go sit down. The night was fun just talking to him. And so here we are today.

I had to stay after class to make up the tests we had. I had to stay like 45 minutes after class, and this class is a night class anyway so it was close to 9 P.M. when I made it out of the room. I walked down and to the front of the building I was in only to find Oreo waiting. He happily walked me out to my car and asked me about my tests(he tried assuring me I did well). And then we started our conversation back up when he got back home. Life is kind of good right now. We made plans to meet up for Naka-kon weekend, to go to this underground rave, and to go to warped tour together. If he had the money, I would ask him to go to Excision but he told me he just bought a new keyboard and was low on money. So I didn't ask him. It will be okay, I will still have fun.

Ps: I think it has been almost two months since I have cut. Let's keep this good track going.

Smile and try to be happy my lovelies

Roki~~

Vacation Update!

Finally headed home from Miami. The cruise was...interesting. More on that later. Headed to the airport. I'm ready to go home. So boy who doesnt have TADA's last name has been talking a lot to me on facebook. I enjoy talking to him. He seems like my best friend. I'm not comfortable enough to tell him everything like you would a best friend but I enjoy hearing what he has to say. I'm happy to be making friends. I'm pushing that ugly revenge side back into the shadows and moving on with life. I cant post a hyper link here for the music post. So the song of this post is Paramore "Playing God".
Have a good day lovelies

Roki~

Looking Forward To The Future

Oh my goodness guys, I have been sick since last Wednesday night! I found out I had the flue, sadly. I spent the weekend being in much pain. I finally got to start taking the antibiotics and I'm now feeling much better. I hope you all don't get the flue. I wouldn't wish that on my worst enemy. With that being said, I didn't text the boy at all since Wednesday(I didn't want to be whiny, I was very grumpy). So I messaged him today, and I have to say, the response he gave me was up lifting. He was happy to hear from me. I can't stop smiling.
I am also leaving go to Florida on Wednesday. I am flying, so it makes me a little nervous. I hope to have good memories on cruise with my little brother. My mom planned out a trip on the Disney cruise, even though the youngest one going is 17 years old. It will still be fun since my brother is very close to me. I will try to update while on the boat.
And of course I didn't forget, time for the song of the post! In honor of Fall Out Boy coming back to the music scene (and Fall Out Boy, I can't thank you more for coming back. You have been missed), here is Sugar, We're Going Down.(Rights to the Artist, go pick up their stuff).
Have a good day guys. Smile~:) and wash your hands often. You don't want this flue stuff.
Roki~~~