help me over come this anxiety I feel for past events that are really nothing but I can't get over them...........................I feel ugly in the memories............

Needs to sleep...almost fell asleep at work....

Sighz~~

I just feel really down....Like I've been kicked to the gutter and then beaten down....I just don't know why....maybe depression has finally settled in. like there are people who have it way worst then me so why do i feel like i will never be happy. maybe i'm too self centered? maybe i'm too vain? maybe i'm too afraid of everyone? I don't know. I was reading seike's tweet and sort of felt like i understood where he was coming from. it sounded a lot like my situation.