Raise Your Weapon

Hey, its been a while huh? Things are getting even rougher. my older brother broke my computer when he was having another fit yesterday, leaving me fucked for finals. My dad is taking his side of course. I will have to buy myself a new laptop now since i cant get through school without it. Can i die now? Can i go to the park and just hang myself or drive my car into the lake and let the water take me? I have had it in the front of my mind a lot recently. Fucking hate life undead Roki~